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[	music	|	Lacuna Coil- Heavens a lie	]

Arghhh, BaNaNas its bloody well fricken raining again. What am I to do. hmmmm for one thing if it is still raining tomorrow on my pay day I may just invest in an umbrella. Grrr and I had clothes to wash, ahhh well it may clear up. If not I have an excuse for not doing the washing :D .....

Well with nothing more to say but save ME! I am signing out Now.

                                                                              Toodles Poodles

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[	music	|	NIN- Hurt	]

Today the day is grey, Tomorrow it will be bleak, Yesturday I cried, today im just to weak.

Cant forget the momment, cant forget he passed, left without a smile, left without a goodbye.

Left me he has done, left me and the world, gone forever R.I.P, left me in a mess.

Well I am slowly getting over it slowly at least now i smile when i remember the good times, or maybe I have just run out of tears.....

Well on Friday me and Sara-bell are going to club Blink to drink ourselves silly and it shall be Gidgets 'Wake' party which is strange because shouldnt it be called a Sleep party seeing as they are never going to wake again... :/ ... I dunno anyways ima get myself sloshed and have a good time and it will be great as long as I dont get kicked out cause that would suck....anyhoo I am going now so Toodles.

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Friday Night was the last time I saw my gorgeous baby alive,

I woke up numerous times that night after he left to call him to come inside.

He never came. I wish he had just ran away for awhile but life is to unkind for that to happen. My mother came to me with a shoked look on her face and i knew what was wrong, she told me where he was and I ran to him, he was lying beside the road on the grass under a tree. It looked as if he was sleeping and I wish he was I would have given anything for him to be just sleeping but no he was no sleeping but he was at rest never to curl up beside me at night never again to follow me around the house, never again to meow and purr and to tickle my nose with his wiskers to let me know he wanted a pat, never again will he run and play, but he will always be with me ALWAYS. I cried and patted his soft fur not being able to handle his loss. He was always there for me my best friend the one who could make everything better by being there so soft and warm to cuddle. I will miss my Gidget so much, my bubba Gidge as i called him my, little man. He is a friend I will never forget. My mother had to carry him back to our back yard i was to broken to feel his lifeless body in my arms when only the day before it had been full of life and joy. we burried him in the yard i wrapped him in a towel so as his beautiful black and white long fur would not get dirty. I put him in the hole that my mothers boyfriend dug for him. I know his spirit had left his body but it still hurt to put him in that hole.i did not watch the dirt fall on his beautiful body i couldnt so i walked away and i went to my room and cried my heart out for the dear friend I had lost. when I had settled myself I returned to where his body was burried and i put a single pink rose on his grave. My poor kitten not even 7months old .... born 10-10-04 died 30-4-05 .... lives forever in my heart.... I lit a candle that night and layed in bed without his purrs just remembering him with one of his many pictures in my hand . He still lives with me I can feel his presence it upsets me a bit because i know he is there somehow but yet i can not see him and i will not be able to touch him but still the fact he is there is comforting. Eventually he will go but i will be thankful of his presence helping me move on and i will miss and remember him throughout my life ....  

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[	music	|	TOOL	]

Hello, hmmm since my last entry I have not been doing much at all ...

Let me see ohhh yeah I went to a Cocktail party which was all so nice ...

I had many cocktails and got to dress up in a pretty cocktail dress and meet all my old school buddies who left me behind at school when I started to Pathways which is the HSC split up in 2 years making it a hell of a lot less stressful. 

I got a digital camera (a late cristmas present)off my gorgeous boyfriend whom means the world to me so i will have to get around to uploading some more recent pics.. Ohh and it is his Birthday on the 20th of may so i wanna take him to dinner and ice cream which he loves so much^_^. And the day after hopefully if he is not working I wanna have a day at the Aquarium because he has been telling me we have to go for the last few months..  I cant wait and hopefully I will be able to see him this w/e because he has been so busy working   :"( that i have not been able to spend hardley any time with him at all .

Well that about sums it up so Toodles and take care peeps , Later!  

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[	music	|	ORGY and Peppermint creeps	]

Howdy ho.

Well i havent been here for ages and ages. I apologise and am sorry for neglecting you my pwetty journal of mine! So um yes well I am finally being a consistant attender at school to the great surprise to all my teachers. Oh and i am doing very well in art with 9/10 for my major work so far and 11/15 for my Visual Arts diary which is not bad and yet again i managed to surprise my teachers. Ha HA HA HA and they thought i would fail. :P sucked in to them! Well what else hmmm me and my boy have had our troubles and we are now working them out ... ums yeah and the bell went so now i am off Toodles

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[	music	|	NIN	]

GRRRRR why the Hell does it gotta be so damn hot, I mean seriously this weather is stupid. *Shakes fist at the Sun* Whats more is it had to be a school day and that tops it off as a crappy day that should have been cancelled..! Life would be easier if we could just cancel the days we dont like, like that saying i have seen on a T-shirt somewhere or other 'Due to lack of interest today has been cancelled', lol.

                                  Well im off to pass out in this heat TA TA

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[	music	|	NIN- Hurt	]

Well I went to Melbourne last week for my cousins wedding which was awesome... anyways I was in Melbourne for a week and the Sexpo was on so I decided i would go...It was awesome, I met a wicked cool Bondage guy who invited me out to an underground niteclub but unfortunately I had no idea how to get there so I couldnt go...*cries*. I got my photo taken with him and a really nice transvestite who was working there... The transvestite seemed pretty nervouse when i asked for a photo and a hug... Twas cute ^_^....I had so much fun and i bought a whip, a pov one though seeing as though I had little money at the time :( but it was great fun. They also had everthing you could think of made out of leather.. they had the most awesomest corsettes and leather pants I have seen ...Well in conclusion if there is ever a sexpo around you I recomend you go its an awesome day out...Well Ta TA I love you all

                                                                                                                   *+*Miss Weenish*+*   

Well for the last few weeks i have been sick with all different kinds of things.. I had a really painful wisdom tooth... an outbreak of ulcers which means i couldnt eat for like 3 days straight... AND i missed out on my friends birthday dinner *cries* They had chinese!!! *cries again*

And now i have the flu... and i have to give my cat to the RSPCA because she is a stray and i really cant keep her and she is not a nice cat anyway but i am still going to feel bad even though she is mean has a beard and cuntosis, well something yucky wrong with her vagina....

Well now im off to babysit my sisters X boyfriends kids and i shall dwell infront of his wood-fire and hopefully get rid of this flu.... TA TA

[	mood	|	silly	]
[	music	|	Shake your ass	]

Hi there,

 so no-one decided to mention that if you wanna use the 'rich text' you are to press the icon BEFORE typing!!! man i wrote so much now i gotta think what i was babbling on about and try to repeat it to the best of my abilities, which is indeed hard due to my bad memory.... it went something like this:

Due to the fact my friend Scareahhh was indeed nice enough to make my journal prittiful i am going to try and update this journal unlike my last which was indeed a complete failure... Hmmm well i shall take this first entry as a momment to introduce myself... and by the slightest chance someone i know or someone who knows of me chances to stumble across my jibberish filled journal HI!

Well now Hi I am Kat also known as Weenish the Static Trashette, how do you do?

Well about me ... hmmm i am very shy so on the slight chance that i meet someone in person i am indeed sorry if i come across as untalkative and weird, it is caused by my shyness, however once i get to know you i will not be so untalkative... i also tend not to make scense that is because i get frightened and shy and tend to speak jibberish... as for the weirdness that will possibly not go away seeing i was born in a large family and i used it to get attention and it kinda stuck...

Well now for upcomming events... my friend/sister like person is having her 18th and i am off in search of 'My little ponies', 'carebears' and other candy like toys to go in her candiful room... well soon to be candiful room... Hmmm *thinks* I am also wondering what i shall wear to the club that night... I am possibly going to go all candy like to promote candy_core and possibly make more people wanna dress all edible and candy like so as that the world will be more colourful and horror filled so as to make everyones life more exciting and pritifully scary! ^_^ well im off now i think this should do for my first entry... So be dandy, dress Candy, keep your frock on and shock ON!!!

                                                                                                        Toodles!